Why are you my Clarity? [ Aki's plot page ]

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	►	ALEXEI IVANOV (MIZUNO) Friends. Alexei doesn't know how to make friends or how not to. He's on the fence there from how shy he is. He always thinks that people will go out of the way to try and hurt him. Which is probably not a lie. People can be rude, and like to make others miserable when they are. He doesn't seem to notice it though. Those things are hard for him to notice, or maybe he's only too nice to notice those things. That would be how he is too. He doesn't always see things for what they are. Which gets him into a lot of not so great situations. He doesn't think he has friends to help him out of them either, nor would he care. Alexei doesn't need people to help him. He can handle everything all on his own without burdening others. Enemies. He doesn't know how to do this either, he's pretty vague about things. And he doesn't like to admit his feelings so he doesn't know what he's supposed to do with that. He feels as if he'd only screw up if he kept on pushing things. Alexei tries his best to improve but it still makes people mad at him. Though he'd rather avoid that if it was even possible. If people want to keep hating him then what can he do? He's not a miracle worker, he's only one person after all. Or at least that's how he likes to put it. Alexei doesn't think people will even bother to like him. Lovers. He's too shy for this, if he ever did fall in love with someone he'd probably have no freaking idea how to admit it, or say it to anyone. That's just one of his minor problems. The major one is he hasn't figured out his sexuality yet. He's stuck in between gay and straight, and he knows his family not accept him if he's something they don't like. So that creates another worry here. But he tends to get really jumpy and his voice gets high pitched if he's talking about someone he likes. Others.
	►	CAELEY COLÉRE Friends. She's a Cedef girl, but she's not so sure how to make friends. She feels that if she tries to make friends, people might only end up getting hurt. Caeley has never been able to handle people very well, so most of the time if she has the privilege she will shove them away. Just so they don't have to bother her. After all she'd rather not hurt anyone, She may seem mean but Caeley does have a heart. Even if it's wrapped up in a lot of walls that she never lets people get through. If she opened up to anyone she'd only end up hurt. Which is truly something she doesn't want to deal with. Caeley may be respectful but she doesn't exactly try to be nice to people. Enemies. She might have enemies from CEDEF but she doesn't honestly care. Let people do whatever they want. This doesn't bother the girl, she'd rather not end up making people realize just how she might be. Underneath all of this mask stuff is already awkward enough. Now if she had even more of a choice she'd be alright. She doesn't need people to get close to her or be her friend. In Caeley's mind it is better off to be hated. Or at least that's what she thinks and no one has shown her otherwise. She does not get the point of being nice to people. Lovers. Lovers for her are a no. She won't even bother to waste her time dating people. Since dating people means she has to open up and be friendly. She doesn't like to be friendly. Or well not in the romantic sense. It's already really awkward for her, if she tries to fall in love she won't know what to do. The girl is always a bit awkward, what was she doing if she ever fell in love? Her parents and anyone might end up holding it against her. Caeley doesn't want people to know what she feels. Or how she is either. Others.
	►	EMILIO CASTERN Friends. He doesn't actually try to make friends but he won't make enemies, he's a bit of a fierce person with a temper when he gets pushed. Emilio doesn't try to make people mad at him. But of course things happen, he can't control what happens. Emilio only seems to not care what people think, being wrapped up in the gang he doesn't know what else he's supposed to do. He does not actually try to get too close to others they might hurt his boss. Or his friends. Those people are his number 1 concerns. But of course he won't talk about that, since he'd rather not dwell on those things. It won't end very well with how his temper is. Enemies. He doesn't really care much for this either, he probably has a lot of enemies but no he doesn't care what they do. If they try to attack him Emilio will make sure they fall hard. He can be such a brat when he wants to be, and maybe he finds ticking people off some form of a game. He's not exactly a good person, but at the same time he doesn't even mind. He'll keep playing his game until they get really mad, or until they hit him. Either way if he gets a reaction he'll be fine with this. At least for now. Lovers. Not that he's ever thought about this. People shouldn't like him, he's a danger to people and he can hurt them. Even if they don't get it he can hurt them. And he usually does. Emilio is far from being a nice person. He'll make people mad to stay away. Love isn't his strong point, he tends to run away and get really shy. Others.
	►	GABRIEL O'CONNER Friends. Every time I look at the sky after the rain Right now he doesn't really handle friends. That's not something he likes. He'd rather just not deal with it. He'd rather focus on other things instead. Which would be good for him right? Gabriel doesn't really get comfortable enough with people to make friends. He's majorly antisocial and only talks to people when he actually needs to. With his illness trying to get close to people will probably only end with him getting hurt. Or someone else accidentally getting hurt because of him. Enemies. I think of the past when I was only a crybaby This might as well just say Gabriel, he makes enemies so easily. It can't be that surprising for him to be able to do this. Right? Well mostly. One might think anyway. Gabriel has only so far not made one person hate him. Everyone else who knows. He'd rather not think about that, or be nice to people. He's a brat that works people really hard, and doesn't like things not getting done. So he can be fierce in ways most people don't like. He has changed a little bit thanks to his kids, but when his kids aren't around his old personality peeks through. Lovers. I was frantically going after someone's back Love for him is a bit of an awkward thing. He has one time things, and a few flings. They don't last very long though. Probably cause of his nature towards people. How he sees them doesn't make his relationships easy. He makes enemies rather then friends or lovers really. It's just a natural thing for this boy. Whether he wants to admit that or not which he doesn't. If people crush on him fine, but he doesn't open to people. Why bother? Half of them might just end up hurting him if they wanted to. And he's always too distracted by his children. Other.
	►	RAZIPHEL TAKUTO Friends. Friends for him has always been a hassle, he's too mentally unstable for that. People won't like him, and he will hurt them if they try to. Raziphel is not a good person to even be around and he'll make sure that people know that. Even if they don't like it. He's not sweet or kind in any form. He's known to react with violence and he will beat people down for even looking at him wrong. Razi hardly respects the authority of the group he's in. Which might make him really seem immature. He doesn't have the right people to help him with his problems and most people like to use pills anyway. Xen makes him harder to manage when that personality tries to force it's way through. Let's just say never stay alone with him, unless stronger then him. Enemies. He'd have more enemies then anything else, he doesn't make friends after all. So this isn't that surprising now is it? He won't make people happy. He'd rather make them angry so they leave him alone and never get closer to him at this point. Xen likes to make it worse, he'll force people into things. He'll make sure that Raziphel never makes any friends. Mental hospitals can't help him, pills can't fix him. So of course no one would be able to do anything to change him, and he doesn't care what people think. He loves to make them so angry and see how they can manage to get hurt, how fragile the human heart is. Lovers. Raziphel won't have any of these either. He won't be able to handle it. He'd only end up killing anyone who loves him. He thinks he is too much of a mistake, and this won't help him. He won't date anyone, and yet he also wants to make people love him so he can hurt them. To Raziphel that's fun and he won't do anything else. Others.
	►	RYKER REESE Friends. He is a sweet boy that always manages to make friends with just about anyone. It's not weird for him to have multiple friends or trying to make many people happy. He doesn't entirely get what no or go away means. Unlike his grandfather, he seems way too carefree to even be related to that guy. It's something people ask him constantly but since he's also related to the Yamamoto's it's not too surprising his personality is somewhere in the middle of that. He tends to put people ahead of himself, and give them what they want. If it keeps them happy who cares if he gets hurt. Ryker always had his ways of managing to recover from these things. Though people don't always know the truth about him, and how he's not entirely in control of his own self. Enemies. He has a habit of making enemies, but it's not by his choice. They don't like who his family are, or how he can be. Really he only thinks it's stupid how people treat him. Or what they want from him. He won't give into people that easily. He is known to push back. Making them mad is too much to him though, if they strike first he doesn't need to look like the guilty one. People will think they were trying to pick on him and that's exactly how he wants it to go. He's not much for complaining when people hate him, it's something that is amusing to him. Unless it's a person he really likes he won't try to get along with them. Lovers. He doesn't understand love, he's had a few strange crushes but they never went anywhere. He's still an innocent baby with no idea how to love people. He thinks it's one of those things that happens on it's own. So he doesn't try to go out of his way to find love. He won't bother to either, if people like him he'll get really weird, and the way he acts might be a little distant. Mostly out of fear, he's never experienced real love so it's a new thing to him. Others. A place for my head The part that hurts the most...is me Keep me in your memory

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